It's been awhile
Since I may just
Hold my head up prime

And it's been awhile
Since I first noticed you

And it's been awhile
Since I may just stand
On my own two toes once more

And it's been awhile
Since I could name you

And everything I will consider
As fucked up because it all may appear
The penalties which might be rendered
I've stretched myself past my means

And it's been awhile
Since I may just say
That I wasn't addicted and

It's been awhile
Since I could say
I loved myself as smartly and

It's been awhile
Since I've long gone
And fucked things up
Just like I all the time do

And it's been awhile
But all that shit turns out to
Disappear when I'm with you

And the entirety I can take into account
As fucked up because it all would possibly seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've long gone and fucked issues up again

Again

Why will have to I believe this way?

Just make this cross away

Just yet one more non violent day

And it's been awhile
Since I could
Look at myself instantly

And it's been a while
Since I mentioned I'm sorry

And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the best way
The candles mild your face

And it's been awhile
But I can still remember
Just the way you style

And the whole lot I can consider
As fucked up as it all might appear
To be
I know it's me

I will not blame this on my father
He did the most efficient he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I may
Hold my head up high

And it's been a while
Since I stated I'm sorry...

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